I don't want a c-section (which I think I've been pretty clear on).  Monday I fully intend to make myself clear to my OBGYN.  If and unless there is some certain emergency that would warrant a section (and a long labor, or not progressing doesn't say "emergency" to me) - I'm going to refuse one.

I've spent nearly all of my life wanting to be a ( Read more... )

I am bored.  Jonathan left four hours ago to hang out with his BFF (a pretty regular occurance).  I have no idea when he'll be home - and it's not as if he's all that entertaining when he's here.  I guess being alone just magnifies the boredom.  Normally, I'd just go to sleep - but earlier today I had to take a Benadryl.  I couldn't breathe through ( Read more... )

dance like a monkey for a fucking cigarette - right about now.

Poo.  Poo.